Déjà vu

So there I was....just unpacked into the same bedroom again and found myself listening to the same  album...almost to the day a year later. 

This last year was better than I ever expected it could be, but I still ended it with regret of the same tendencies: laziness, procrastination, big goals with little outcome, bad planning. Now it's like I've been given a second chance to do it all over again. It'll be different, thankfully, because I have healed, grown, and learned much since then. I feel those same tendencies looming over me though, pulling me into them ever chance they get. I'm determined to not make the same mistakes again, but I've also said that before. Thus far I've had more successful days than wastes, which is encouraging. Getting this website up over the weekend was a huge hurdle jumped. Pushing four hours today on choosing a business card design just to get me started was not a win. 

All in all, it's good. I'm excited, comfortable, happy...

...but overwhelmed out of my frickin' mind.